Then I Felt an urge to

Whose emotions are these? a boy's or a girl's? Read on...

It was the first time when you put eyes on me
that wasn’t an ordinary look, nor a courtesy
The gaze had since reversed my blood flows
 you were sitting far off but still seemed so close

For a teenager it was the first love’s glimpse
Then I felt an urge to spread the smile waiting on my lips

That was the first time when someone had liked me
And expressed the hidden feelings openly
This triggered a teasing tendency around quite instantly
I was single, no more! and got an emotional company

It was a dream come true for someone in the early twenties
Then I felt an urge to hug the one I want to spend my life with

It was the first time when you had withdrawn hands from me
That was something quite reverse of my fantasy
The palms which I held close to my being
Had suddenly become a foreign thing

It was a nightmare for someone crossing a quarter life
Then I felt an urge to deviate to solitude of compromise  

It was the first time I saw you with someone else
The emotions erupted but were suppressed
The same palms were resting on another shoulder
The lips were immersed in a union with not a stranger

That was not an easy sight for a human of any stage
Then I felt an urge to let out the tears I held for an age