Instances create history but moments make our life
Never was I so desperate for
that moment to come, yes I was trying to say this for over six months now.
But believe me “I love
you” is not an easy thing to say especially to someone who you cynically
adore to extent of devotion.
She was there in front of me and I was running out of words,
phrases and ideas to express what I have been rehearsing all night.
“You know, this evening
reminds me of someone” A sudden flow of words from her mouth dragged me out of my
thoughtlessness into a rather baffling state.
Who can it be? Or he
be? or they be? May be??
‘Ask her you fool!!’ The
Wise Me reminded the Foolish Me
“Whom do you recall, O
beholder of a beautiful face?” I can’t
believe I just said that! The Wise Me slapped the Stupid Me at least a thousand
times.
“What don’t flatter me”
as she responded with a hint of smile and took her hair strand behind her
ears, the Stupid Me face turned content and the so called Wise Me went blank. I
think this internal conflict posted some unreadable expressions on my face.
“What happened to you”
before I lose my ground and forget everything in the world including the
reason why I am having this conversation I opened my mouth but the Wise Me
shouted ‘Not so Fast you idiot, take your
time and let it sink’
Now this act of “Smart” Me left my mouth half open, and this
was not a very charming expression again.
“Are you all right?” she
said
“No, I want to Sink” a
disbelieve on what I said was evident and Mr Wise was furious again ‘What are you saying O beholder of a Stupid
face’
“What are you saying?”
when she said that, it was a do or die situation for me.
“Yes I want to sink,
sink in the ocean of love, true love… your love” these words just flew from
my mouth but the intelligent mind was still not happy
‘Do not sound like a
boring poet you fool! say something wise, intelligent and impress her’
And then I said “don’t
judge the veracity of my idiom and consider it my idiocy” I actually said that!
Of all sentences framed in English language to impress a girl, this was definitely
the worst of all, this was told to me by none other than the “UnWise” Me
Now I went down on my knees something which I should have
done much earlier
“Look there is a fight going in my head and they are both
asking me to do a very important thing but in opposite manner”
“What?? I don’t understand” she said but at the tiniest fraction of a second could see a
hidden smile behind that rough look, this was my moment
“My princess I don’t care what these two say after this, at
this moment I don’t want to know what you will think of me, you will reject me
or Kiss me, but all I want to tell you is that I have so much love to give you
that you will never find any reason to come out of it”
… and rest as they say is History.
